BOOYAKAAAA

how can somebody hate his job, but at the same time can not wait till its friday again to go to work..
insane.. isnt it? in order to get some connections in italy and sicily, i started to learn the language..
i already contacted the biggest mafia gang of napoli " La Cosa Nostra" and a couple smaller organizations..
some rough discussions you know.. but i made them an offer, which they couldnt refuse.. uiiiiii i love the italian language.. ^_^ its sooooo expressive! + adorable :)
I will give you some lessons, when i talk italien fluently :P and french lessons too! ugh i dont like french.. its the language of love. i hate love. im full of intense hatred and meanness, as you know lol.
In April i have breaaaaaak finally. i had the decision. just fly somewhere, discover a new world  :D or working full 12 days of 14 (only free sundays) i decided to go to work everyday.. -.-
my mommy thinks im money-mad.. she is right :( lol
i finally want to start some workout. going jogging and stuff like that. we have such a niceee park close to our house. its perfect for jogging.. but i need a.... ahem ..... kick..in.. my..***(butt) u should join me. i have friends that go jogging everyday. how can they? im lazy. i was motivated in 2008. i went to the gym for a year. did sports. lost weight. but then i quit it.. and gained lots of weight again. its soo difficult to lose some pounds once you get... fat..big
its not like im at home everyday.. no ... im actually out everyday, breathing fresh air. sitting in the sun (although i have a sun allergy) but not doing any sports.. lol
but the most important thing is.. i have to change my nutrition!!!
i want to do sports:( i dont feel comfortable in my own body.. i blame my mom for my weight.. im sure when she was pregnant with me.. she ate alot... lol... because i was heavy from day one, thats why its soo difficult for me to lose weigh. i can do lots of sport but i only lose weigh very slowly.. hamza has better requirements for losing weight. cause he wasnt born fat. he was actually skinny. he gained weight after he was 6 or 7.. a diet isnt diffcult for him i guess. i hate this topic.
hey the woman at the post office gave me a calender (worth 3 euro!!) because i was the last in line, and i should tell the people after me, that the line closes... anyways.. that calender is perfect. its not for the wall or something . no a table calender.. perfect for writing stuff in it. i love it. its the perfect mafia calender. i can write all my appointments in it. all the appointments, where people have to give me protection money and so on.. lol

okay thats it so far. just felt like writing something here and be productive lol..

ciao bella, mi'amore

montyyyy <3

HTC FACEBOOK !!!?!!!

OMG 2 HTC phones will come out in the next weeks with a facebook button. i know many phones have the facebook app. but there aint a phone with a facebook button !!! 2011 will be the year of the facebook phones.

look AT these two models of HTC.

THE HTC CHA CHA

AND THE HTC SALSA

AND HERE BOTH

ITS going to be a HTC .. BUT WICH ONE?!?!?!?!

We have these 2 HTCs

The HTC DESIRE HD ( which runs on android)

and the HTC HD 7 (wich runs on windows 7)

i dont like windows phones but this one is just sick!!! awesome. i cant decide :S help meee

click on the pic to enlarge them

Thats the HTC DESIRE HD

and thats the HD7

watch this miss sister !!! but really watch it. and tell me your oppinion or im gonna beat you up

I need a new phone!!

Hey i want a new phone. I dont want my old iphone anymore.. !

I cant decide which brand, and if  it should  be a standard phone-? or a slider ?

HELP ME OUT SORAAAAA

Story Time - Part 1 !!

 I have found this story somewhere on facebook. I couldnt find it in english, so i had to translate it by myself lol. its a bit messed up now, but you might understand it... :P


We are alone in the room, your mother is in the upper floor of the house. I like you,I have liked you from day one... I dont blame you for being mean to me, because you are still small Suddenly you find this office stapler, and start to play with it. You are still so small, curious , want to try out everything. You stapplepaper together, cheer with joy. rarely somebody spents time with you..you have to play alone poor child, the others only want to have their rest...
Then you come up to me, with the stapler in the hand. Your small child hand reaches for my floppy ear, and... OUCH! This has hurt! I howl, however, you do not understand it. ur still so small, for you it is only a game .. You reach again for my ear, I want to flee, however, we are locked up in the small room. You do it again, again I howl  under pain. You do not understand it, think it would be  fun, an amusing game.. I am not angry at you, you are still so small. You do it again and again and again, I cannot escape from you. My loud yelp resounds through the whole house, however, nobody looks after it.
Where is your mother? Why does she leave us alone again so long? Why does she not hear my yelp, my desperate help shouts? You run behind me, push me in the corner, do it again. Again I howl obsessedly... still nothing.
"Just shut the hell up you bloody cur!", the voice of your mother resounds through the stairwell. She calls me always in such a way, she does not like me particularly. Actually, she has only bought me, so that you have something to play with, and leave alone then. She  always wants only her rest. She doesnt like taking care of you and of course she doesnt like taking care of me.. :(
My ear hurts, however, you do not give up . What should I do? I do not want to hurt you, i know you dont mean to hurt me... You do not understand it because nobody has taught you that one may not torment animals for fun. Nobody has ever taught you that I feel pain. They only want to have their rest...
Again I feel this piercing pain, it makes me raving. Again I try to escape, however, i cant.. I do not want to hurt you, nevertheless, I love you! You do it again and over and over again, pain becomes intolerable. However, you do not stop, go hunting with a clip after my ear. You are able to do nothing for it, you do not know what you do. You are still so small, do not understand it. Finally, I cant take it anymore more, cant stand the pain no longer. I snap at you, and bite you in the cheek. We pause both startled, look ourselves a moment in the eyes. I did not want to injure you, wanted only that it stops...
You reach to your cheek with your small hand,, and when you see the blood in your hand, you started to cry. Suddenly everything goes quite fast.
Your mother comes in,holds you in her arms. Your father comes, enters brutally on me and drags me in the car. He brings me to the veterinarian. "Immediately put him to sleep, this cur has bitten my child!", he roars angrily. The vet knows me, he is surprised, can hardly think that I would have really done this. Tears shot him in the eyes when he sees roughly 100 stapples in my ear. He strokes my head softly, then he reaches to the injection. He must do it, he is obliged to....
Tomorrow I will not see the sun rising any more. But I will be famous. My photo will be on the title-pages of all big newspapers. The title will be : "DOG MAULED CHILD!" the articles will say: "Again a putatively good family dog attacked for no reason a child and injured it bad in his face..." Maybe this story will be discussed on television. Many people will squeal horrified, discuss this case, some will demand that all dogs should be locked up for good.
But nobody will say what exactly happened, because this interests only a few. Your parents have told it the media in such a way, and they were very glad about that. The people love stories about wild beasts, this brings good ratings. Good ratings brings a lot of money I have loved these people. I have loved you...



Your mother comes in,holds you in her arms. Your father comes, enters brutally on me and drags me in the car. He brings me to the veterinarian. "Immediately put him to sleep, this cur has bitten my child!", he roars angrily. The vet knows me, he is surprised, can hardly think that I would have really done this. Tears shot him in the eyes when he sees roughly 100 stapples in my ear. He strokes my head softly, then he reaches to the injection. He must do it, he is obliged to....
Tomorrow I will not see the sun rising any more. But I will be famous. My photo will be on the title-pages of all big newspapers. The title will be : "DOG MAULED CHILD!" the articles will say: "Again a putatively good family dog attacked for no reason a child and injured it bad in his face..." Maybe this story will be discussed on television. Many people will squeal horrified, discuss this case, some will demand that all dogs should be locked up for good.
But nobody will say what exactly happened, because this interests only a few. Your parents have told it the media in such a way, and they were very glad about that. The people love stories about wild beasts, this brings good ratings. Good ratings brings a lot of money I have loved these people. I have loved you...


Deine Mutter kommt, reißt dich an sich. Dein Vater kommt, tritt brutal auf mich ein und schleift mich ins Auto. Er bringt mich zum Tierarzt. "Sofort einschläfern, die Töhle hat mein Kind gebissen!", brüllt er aufgebracht. Der Tierazt kennt mich, er wundert sich, kann kaum glauben, dass ich das wirklich getan haben soll. Tränen schiessen ihm in die Augen, als er die annähernd 100 Heftlammern in meinem Ohr sieht. Er streichelt mir sanft über den Kopf, dann greift er zur Sprîtzê. Er muss es tun, ist dazu verpflichtet ...
Morgen werde ich die Sonne nicht mehr aufgehen sehen. Aber ich werde berühmt sein. Auf den Titelblättern aller großen Zeitungen wird mein Foto stehen. Darüber wird in großen Buchstaben geschrieben sein: "HUND ZERFLEISCHT KIND!" In den Artikeln wird es heißen: "Schon wieder fiel ein vermeintlich braver Familienhund grundlos ein Kind an und verletzte es schwer im Gesicht..." Vielleicht wird die Geschichte sogar im Fernsehen diskutiert. Viele Menschen werden entsetzt aufschreien, hitzig diskutieren, einige werden fordern, dass alle Hunde für immer eingesperrt werden sollten.
Aber niemand wird sagen was genau geschah, denn das interessiert nur ganz wenige. Deine Eltern haben es den Medien so erzählt, und die waren sehr froh darüber. Die Menschen lieben Geschichten über wilde Bestien, das bringt gute Einschaltquoten. Gute Einschaltquoten bringen viel Geld, und das lieben die Menschen noch viel mehr. Ich habe die Menschen geliebt. Ich habe dich geliebt ...

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Deine Mutter kommt, reißt dich an sich. Dein Vater kommt, tritt brutal auf mich ein und schleift mich ins Auto. Er bringt mich zum Tierarzt. "Sofort einschläfern, die Töhle hat mein Kind gebissen!", brüllt er aufgebracht. Der Tierazt kennt mich, er wundert sich, kann kaum glauben, dass ich das wirklich getan haben soll. Tränen schiessen ihm in die Augen, als er die annähernd 100 Heftlammern in meinem Ohr sieht. Er streichelt mir sanft über den Kopf, dann greift er zur Sprîtzê. Er muss es tun, ist dazu verpflichtet ...
Morgen werde ich die Sonne nicht mehr aufgehen sehen. Aber ich werde berühmt sein. Auf den Titelblättern aller großen Zeitungen wird mein Foto stehen. Darüber wird in großen Buchstaben geschrieben sein: "HUND ZERFLEISCHT KIND!" In den Artikeln wird es heißen: "Schon wieder fiel ein vermeintlich braver Familienhund grundlos ein Kind an und verletzte es schwer im Gesicht..." Vielleicht wird die Geschichte sogar im Fernsehen diskutiert. Viele Menschen werden entsetzt aufschreien, hitzig diskutieren, einige werden fordern, dass alle Hunde für immer eingesperrt werden sollten.
Aber niemand wird sagen was genau geschah, denn das interessiert nur ganz wenige. Deine Eltern haben es den Medien so erzählt, und die waren sehr froh darüber. Die Menschen lieben Geschichten über wilde Bestien, das bringt gute Einschaltquoten. Gute Einschaltquoten bringen viel Geld, und das lieben die Menschen noch viel mehr. Ich habe die Menschen geliebt. Ich habe dich geliebt ...

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Deine Mutter kommt, reißt dich an sich. Dein Vater kommt, tritt brutal auf mich ein und schleift mich ins Auto. Er bringt mich zum Tierarzt. "Sofort einschläfern, die Töhle hat mein Kind gebissen!", brüllt er aufgebracht. Der Tierazt kennt mich, er wundert sich, kann kaum glauben, dass ich das wirklich getan haben soll. Tränen schiessen ihm in die Augen, als er die annähernd 100 Heftlammern in meinem Ohr sieht. Er streichelt mir sanft über den Kopf, dann greift er zur Sprîtzê. Er muss es tun, ist dazu verpflichtet ...
Morgen werde ich die Sonne nicht mehr aufgehen sehen. Aber ich werde berühmt sein. Auf den Titelblättern aller großen Zeitungen wird mein Foto stehen. Darüber wird in großen Buchstaben geschrieben sein: "HUND ZERFLEISCHT KIND!" In den Artikeln wird es heißen: "Schon wieder fiel ein vermeintlich braver Familienhund grundlos ein Kind an und verletzte es schwer im Gesicht..." Vielleicht wird die Geschichte sogar im Fernsehen diskutiert. Viele Menschen werden entsetzt aufschreien, hitzig diskutieren, einige werden fordern, dass alle Hunde für immer eingesperrt werden sollten.
Aber niemand wird sagen was genau geschah, denn das interessiert nur ganz wenige. Deine Eltern haben es den Medien so erzählt, und die waren sehr froh darüber. Die Menschen lieben Geschichten über wilde Bestien, das bringt gute Einschaltquoten. Gute Einschaltquoten bringen viel Geld, und das lieben die Menschen noch viel mehr. Ich habe die Menschen geliebt. Ich habe dich geliebt ...

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Every time I go to work.. I see girls that i want to marry..

... for example yesterday.. that girl from morroco... *hot* :/

Wishing youu good luck for your finalsss.

I am gonna print this on a shirt and wear it everytime i am next to youuu :)

Sora should appreciate that her friend is showing sooo much sympathy for her >.<

Top Songs of the month March and before..

Hey dear followers ^ _ ^

this is gonna be a short post..  i just wanted to share some good songs. I would appreciate your oppinon on themmmm.

Peace and Love <3

 Your TeddyBear

Tonyyyy

Raise the glass for a better Future

People think.. why is he talking about being a gangster.. creating his own mafia/ familia.. doing bad stuff.

well people.. i didnt make these plans, after i watched a couple movies for example (goodfellas, heat, carlitos way or my favorite scarface etc ) no! its someones life attitude. you get born with this plan of becoming bigger and bigger. of course i could finish school ( which i obviously will do..) and get a good job, have a small family( a wife and 2 children, or 4) and live my life the normal way. but where am i gonna end ? i dont wanna end like a typical rusting grandpa.. i need to get higher and higher.. finally every job is a dead end job.. you cant tell me anything else. police officers for example. at first they start as officers, then chiefs, then lieutenants  and after a couple more statuses it will end.. Look at Don Corleone for Example. his way of getting respect is unique. he never refused anyones request. everybody was welcome to him. the only thing he wanted was respect (and people gave him money too, but thats a diffrent story..) so making his community bigger and bigger his power also increased. this man died as a big animal, he is dead for many many years now and people still did not forget him. Or Look at Pablo Escobar. He is also someone, who is known by almost everyone for being the most biggest cocain lord in history. he made more money than anyone else in this business.. nobody dared to lay a finger on him. talking about dead.. i am not scared of dieing ... thats how life simply is.. people have to handle it.  what i am more scared of, is being forgotten.. :(  see, i wrote in a letter about my friend who commited suicide. and i swear people talked about him 2 days and they forgot him afterwards, because he .. i dont know why.. but what i know is, that i dont wanna end like that. 

you will see ...these are not just big words.. give me a few more years and i will turn

from raqs to riches.. from dishwasher to millionaire!!!!!!

I am gonna Push it to the LIMIT !!!

So Lets Raise the Glass for a better Future !!!!

Yummy Yummy Yummy i got love in my Tummy :D

Hello Dear followers,

today my cousin visited me, and instead of going out for dinner, i thought it would be more fun if i'd just cook :D
i mean like 3 years ago i took cooking classes and i knew that some cooking skills were still somewhere inside me xD so okay. traditional afghani food is what he likes. i took on my apron and went to the kitchen! it was hella fun !! i made some rice, kabab, fries (not traditional afghani... but still lol)  well diffrent kinds of kabab, let me just show you some pics, cause pics say more than a thousand words... :P

and the best of all. MANTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D

Let me tell you something..

in order to make my first blog post special.. let me talk about a special person...

i was raised in a small town close to the coldest desert on earth... we didnt had much food, and the water wasn't always the cleanest.. this place was just cold and dirty.. everybody knew eachother, but nobody trusted eachother.. you give somebody an inch and he will take a mile.. thats daily routine here.. nevermind..

what i was gonna talk about is a girl i met last winter. my parents worked hard in a warehouse close to frankfurt... to give us atleast one time in our live a vacation that we would never forget. after  4 hard years of saving money, we could finally get those damn flight tickets. the destination wasnt clear to me.. but i didnt care..

i just wanted to leave this place for a short period.. leave those people and the problems behind me.. and start feeling like a human, that is actually worth something.. through the announcement in the plane, i heard that we are landing in a place called New York.. I was afraid of a new experience but more than i was afraid, i was just happy .. the people here were completly diffrent.. we took the next taxi in direction to albany.. my gradma used to live there.. we hoped that she still did.. after a 3 hour taxi ride, we finally made it. exhausted and tired we walked in to her house.  we spent a great time there.. well all of them did... except me.. i didnt feel complete.. i was the one who was sitting in the room of his aunt. watching his old seventys and eightys gangster movies.. nobody cared about me. in passing i heard that a cousin would visit us soon.. i didnt know here very well.  the first time i saw her, i was like 14.  there were some rumors that i annoyed her alot and that she didnt really like me.. i just thought" oh great! " well i decided to go with my mom picking her up. maybe it would make a good impression if i would be the first one she´d see.. finally arrived at the airport, i went in and saw her standing there , waiting for us... she has changed alot. she got tall, beautifull and she received us with a warm smile.. LET ME GET BACK TO NORMAL lol  i still remember standing next to you, waiting for your lagguage. that was sooooooo cool. because it was your first day :D we had many many many many days left to chill :D which unfortunatly passed way to fast :( and more than half of your vacation in ny we just fought :( ignored eachother.. i start hating the word ignore! but besides that you are my coolest cousin( that hated me alot back the days.. lol) i never want to lose you as a friend :(

mucho amore,

your amigo Antonio Montana