how can somebody hate his job, but at the same time can not wait till its friday again to go to work..
insane.. isnt it? in order to get some connections in italy and sicily, i started to learn the language..
i already contacted the biggest mafia gang of napoli " La Cosa Nostra" and a couple smaller organizations..
some rough discussions you know.. but i made them an offer, which they couldnt refuse.. uiiiiii i love the italian language.. ^_^ its sooooo expressive! + adorable :)
I will give you some lessons, when i talk italien fluently :P and french lessons too! ugh i dont like french.. its the language of love. i hate love. im full of intense hatred and meanness, as you know lol.
In April i have breaaaaaak finally. i had the decision. just fly somewhere, discover a new world :D or working full 12 days of 14 (only free sundays) i decided to go to work everyday.. -.-
my mommy thinks im money-mad.. she is right :( lol
i finally want to start some workout. going jogging and stuff like that. we have such a niceee park close to our house. its perfect for jogging.. but i need a.... ahem ..... kick..in.. my..***(butt) u should join me. i have friends that go jogging everyday. how can they? im lazy. i was motivated in 2008. i went to the gym for a year. did sports. lost weight. but then i quit it.. and gained lots of weight again. its soo difficult to lose some pounds once you get... fat..big
its not like im at home everyday.. no ... im actually out everyday, breathing fresh air. sitting in the sun (although i have a sun allergy) but not doing any sports.. lol
but the most important thing is.. i have to change my nutrition!!!
i want to do sports:( i dont feel comfortable in my own body.. i blame my mom for my weight.. im sure when she was pregnant with me.. she ate alot... lol... because i was heavy from day one, thats why its soo difficult for me to lose weigh. i can do lots of sport but i only lose weigh very slowly.. hamza has better requirements for losing weight. cause he wasnt born fat. he was actually skinny. he gained weight after he was 6 or 7.. a diet isnt diffcult for him i guess. i hate this topic.
hey the woman at the post office gave me a calender (worth 3 euro!!) because i was the last in line, and i should tell the people after me, that the line closes... anyways.. that calender is perfect. its not for the wall or something . no a table calender.. perfect for writing stuff in it. i love it. its the perfect mafia calender. i can write all my appointments in it. all the appointments, where people have to give me protection money and so on.. lol
okay thats it so far. just felt like writing something here and be productive lol..
ciao bella, mi'amore
montyyyy <3
i love it! if you learn italian, you HAVE to teach me! And i'd love to learn french! Speaking the language of luv, man that'd turn any guy on! hahaha. and hey, feel comfortable in your own skin. It took me YEARS to feel comfortable in my own skin and i'm still working on it! Everyone wants to lose a little weight, but i swear, if you want to lose weight just to look "mafia" i will kick your ass 3 ways to Mars XD. But if you really want to lose weight, you work hard and make YOURSELF happy, because that's what counts :)
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