Raise the glass for a better Future

People think.. why is he talking about being a gangster.. creating his own mafia/ familia.. doing bad stuff.

well people.. i didnt make these plans, after i watched a couple movies for example (goodfellas, heat, carlitos way or my favorite scarface etc ) no! its someones life attitude. you get born with this plan of becoming bigger and bigger. of course i could finish school ( which i obviously will do..) and get a good job, have a small family( a wife and 2 children, or 4) and live my life the normal way. but where am i gonna end ? i dont wanna end like a typical rusting grandpa.. i need to get higher and higher.. finally every job is a dead end job.. you cant tell me anything else. police officers for example. at first they start as officers, then chiefs, then lieutenants  and after a couple more statuses it will end.. Look at Don Corleone for Example. his way of getting respect is unique. he never refused anyones request. everybody was welcome to him. the only thing he wanted was respect (and people gave him money too, but thats a diffrent story..) so making his community bigger and bigger his power also increased. this man died as a big animal, he is dead for many many years now and people still did not forget him. Or Look at Pablo Escobar. He is also someone, who is known by almost everyone for being the most biggest cocain lord in history. he made more money than anyone else in this business.. nobody dared to lay a finger on him. talking about dead.. i am not scared of dieing ... thats how life simply is.. people have to handle it.  what i am more scared of, is being forgotten.. :(  see, i wrote in a letter about my friend who commited suicide. and i swear people talked about him 2 days and they forgot him afterwards, because he .. i dont know why.. but what i know is, that i dont wanna end like that. 

you will see ...these are not just big words.. give me a few more years and i will turn

from raqs to riches.. from dishwasher to millionaire!!!!!!

I am gonna Push it to the LIMIT !!!

So Lets Raise the Glass for a better Future !!!!